Monday, March 19, 2012

Eric in Chaos


A team stands afar, with a mission to conquer a pinnacle, only the tip of which can be vaguely seen at the horizon. The path to the pinnacle is unknown, but the team claims its spirit is high and its determination strong. Eric is one of the many team members who have held hands and are gearing up to embark on the mission.

As the ‘team’ moves a step closer to the destination, the view of the pinnacle gets clearer and more alluring. The prospect of reaching it and taking in the view of the world from that height is enticing, and the prospect of having to share the space on the narrow edge of that peak is unnerving. All hands are freed and each person makes a dash for the goal – each man for himself.

Eric is a lamb who struggles to survive in a world of jackals. By the time he can realize that the team’s mission has converted into a full-blown race, several people have zoomed right past him, leaving him behind in confusion. Even his most trusted comrade, Derek, now view him as a competitor and busies himself with devising plans to get rid of him. For running fast is not sufficient to ensure that you win the race. You also need to ensure that the others are pushed as far behind as possible.

Eric is in chaos. He falls prey to the trap and reaches no man’s land. But he must understand that this is the worst that can happen to him in this race. He thinks he is lost. He stares listlessly at a signpost that shows four arrows in different directions, clueless as to which arrow he must follow. A tornado is blowing over his head, ready to fling him away. But he must remember that the world is round, and everything in life goes in full circle. He can choose any of the options at this chaotic crossroad, and he can be assured that he will be able to make his way back. It’s a long walk, but the destination is still within bounds.

The world indeed is round, and Eric finds his way back. He scoots through a different route that intercept’s Derek’s path. He has a choice to run now, but the thought of landing Derek in the same chaos is more exciting than just achieving the pinnacle. He lays a booby trap for Derek and sits to watch the fun. Sure enough, the trap gets Derek – which becomes Eric’s point of elation.

Eric finds the pinnacle and sits proudly on it. Yes, there is no way he can occupy it forever, as there will always be some force that will try and bring him down. But as long as it’s there, it’s all his. The view from the pinnacle is a surreal dream. He waves down to the world in ecstasy and hopes that the moment lasts forever.

Eric is on the pinnacle, but the glory is all lost. The view is beautiful, but there is nobody to share it with. It is lonely up there and ecstasy the pinnacle offers is just not worth the cold loneliness. It’s time to surrender to the will of destiny.

Eric is on the pinnacle, but something is missing. The view is beautiful, but he realizes it will be more beautiful if the experience can be shared with his fellowmen. It’s time to help others scale up to the pinnacle.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

One Letter Short of Danger

Listen, I'm sorry ... I really didn't mean to

Relax...I'm fine and you Don't need to apologize....


And the conversation became normal and after few minutes the question popped


"What is it.... Why does the anger even at a basic level unnerve you...As in so many times even when its not your fault you end up apologizing just to ease out the situation....What is it?"

Laughter... No it's no filmy crap or any dirty secret from my past that is embedded in my memory which scares me... Its just I don't like the concept of Anger.... One of those silly things "Anger is one letter short of Danger"

And with that answer I got a look of "Stop Bullshitting Me" and then I had to explain further

Anger according to me is the most damaging thing.... People's worst side comes out when they are angry.... It's reactions are short sighted.... Even the most virtuous people in History are known to have resorted to violence because of their anger. It makes us do things that we regret later and sometimes things that are unrepairable...

Yes I'm human and I do get angry too, but I prefer to go quite because it can create a lot of damage... Ill spoken words, violence what does it achieve... just bad feelings and a feeling of regret later.. When in a fight I either can fuel the fight by further speaking rudely else I can be the one to say sorry and end it there. Why carry on the fight and the tension and the ill-will and all??? Isn't it best to end it there...

The most virtuous of kings... Ashoka- The Great in his spite and anger led the conquest of Kalinga which led to a lot of destruction. The exact reason for the Wat of Kalinga is unknown but it is said that


Susima's brothers might have fled to Kalinga and found official refuge there. This enraged Ashoka immensely. Ashoka asked the royalty of Kalinga to submit before him but they refused.
Ashoka sent one of his generals to Kalinga to make them submit.

The general and his forces were completely routed through the skilled tact of Kalinga's commander-in-chief. Ashoka was baffled at this defeat and then attacked Kalinga with the greatest invasion ever known. The whole of Kalinga was plundered and destroyed. About 100,000 people were killed on the Kalinga side and 10,000 from Ashoka's army. This was the price of his anger. There after he felt remorse.


Whats the use of such anger which leads to pain and destruction for so many. So many times even when the anger doesn't come out and simmers within a person it is harmful. Yes even when I get angry and I go quiet .... I get this burning feeling inside and feel irritable and end up harming myself.. In my anger, I can't think rationally and can't do things in a proper manner, so yes even though I don't speak mean and I don't hurt the other person it does harm me...

So ya I do prefer letting the matter go with a simple sorry and that does help mellow the other person down and then talk it out with them and clear the misunderstanding.

Also when you re arrange the alphabets of Anger they come to Range and really I do feel that anger does harm and destroy everything in Range.... As in when a persons angry they end up being mean and rude to people who haven't even done anything...Your near and dear ones end up facing the brunt of someone else's mistakes or improper behavior....Just because of your anger, You lash out on everyone else and that's not fair or reasonable but that does happen.. So ya I feel Anger destroys things in Range.

So that's just the reason why I get un-nerved when I'm around people who are angry or when a similar situation.... I feel its prudent just to say Sorry and ease the situation at hand...And please you know I'm not bull-shitting now so trust me and let be...Lets enjoy the food

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